smiling is a way of life.

m. the terrible. 20. female. european. xntp. procrastinator and lurker. computer science student.

And there's only one thing we say to death: not today.
Syrio Forel

people say i'm crazy but the pain is worth the pain


Any questions? Feel free to ask me about anything.



I just want to say to anyone who sees this, you are worth much more than you think you are.

If you broke the human body all the way down into its constituent elements, you could sell those materials (largely for industrial purposes) for up to one hundred sixty dollars.

If you work for long enough, you might earn a gross income of something in the two million dollars range over your entire life

If you keep the complex organic parts intact, and sell off the DNA, bone marrow, blood, and organs, your body could be pieced off for somewhere in the stratospheric range of forty five million dollars.

But none of this, none of these figures, measure your worth. Your worth as a human being is intrinsic and incalculable. You are worth one human life, lived, loved, and enjoyed to the fullest extent imaginable.

Your are worth so much more than anything you can imagine.

Remember to love yourself. By virtue of being a living, breathing person, you are worth that much. You deserve that much.

The Bézier Game

I’ve always has a hard time with pen tool. This makes it… incredibly easy to understand.

And fun, don’t forget about the fun.

“I can live with doubt and uncertainty and not knowing, I think it’s much more interesting to live not knowing than to have answers which might be wrong. I have approximate answers, and possible beliefs, and different degrees of certainty about different things, but I’m not absolutely sure of anything, and many things I don’t know anything about. But I don’t have to know an answer, I don’t have- I don’t feel frightened by not knowing things. By being lost in the mysterious universe without having any purpose - which is the way it really is as far as I can tell, possibly. It doesn’t frighten me.”
- Richard Feynman (via ultrameow)

riebart replied to your post “[[MOR] Okay, I’m WAY too sober to talk with my dad about the…”

In all honesty, I haven’t seen my dad date anyone in the fifteen years of separation, for several shitty reasons not the least of which is my grandmother’s health, and it sucks. I’d much rather see him happy.

I know and I very much agree - I was expecting, and hoping, that eventually he would start dating someone, but still that turned out to be much sooner than I (and I guess he as well) expected.

I want him to be happy so I’m in no way opposing his choice; still, that was very far from an easy conversation…





This is unexpectedly not about make-up haha

reblogged before it was even finished.


this is hella cool

“I had some peculiar ideas about love. I’ll tell you what I thought on the subject back then: it’s about as much use as a barrel with no bottom. When I fed the pigs and two of them got to scrapping over an old soft onion, I thought: that’s love. Love is eating. Love is a snarling pig snout and long tusks. Love is a dress like the sun. Love is the color of blood. Love is what grown folks do to each other because the law frowns on killing.”
- Six-Gun Snow White, Catherynne M. Valente (via hotelsongs)
“Unfortunately, MyApp has stopped.”
- Thing I see most often while trying to make something work just as intended; especially if I’m not sure if what I want to do is even really possible!